A very sad evening

I am posting now because I am not sure just how I will be in the morning. Today was a bad day here at the Horton house.  Our sweet Ms Zoe became very sick this morning and as I had posted, off to the Vet we rushed.  She was left as we came back home to think about what could be wrong. Well, the xrays showed liver damage and spleen as well as bladder. She was a very sick girl. We did take her home only to realize we could not let her suffer a minute more. So back we went this time coming home without her.
She was  loving pooch. Chunky Monkey is what I called her. Someone called her a Motorcycle mama, or as sis Lynowl called her a Pot bellied pig...but loved her very much and called her auntie's baby so often. My mom usually called her Zoely. But Mr H, who was her captive, called her Baby Girl. She was his baby girl from day one. She was always mindful of where he was and would look for him if he left the room. This last year when he was so sick and in and out of the hospital she was a basket case. We knew the day would eventually come. She was a bit over weight... okay a lot overweight. Shrimp, mussels, carrots and many other foods were her favorites. The house is pretty empty tonight. Mr H is very sad and lonely for his baby girl. Me? Well, who will be with me at 2 AM when I have my coffee? Who will wait by the cookie jar while my coffee is brewing? No, do not suggest we get another pooch... too difficult for us. This is our second fur baby we have lost. Rainbow Bridge now has my Sherlock and his Baby Girl... that is enough. Thank you for all the wonderful loving thoughts for us today. Good night my friends.